"Spring"ing into Change

I'm totally stressing out even though I've realized that everything is out of my hands and in God's control...

Why can't He send me daily updates?

Sigh. I know. I do trust him fully. It's just that it is the waiting that's killing me inside.

But, I guess that maybe, just maybe, God's trying to teach me a lesson in patience.

Huh.

I can't believe that I just thought of that now!


Just in case there are some of you who are completely confused, all this is about this spring and all that's about to change. You see, I'm moving - only May to August - into North York. It means that I'm nice and close to the church and my friends. I'm happy that I won't have to transit back and forth everyday between Toronto and Mississauga. I've also just started a new part-time job at Montana's Cookhouse. Everyone is really nice there, but there are a few who drive me mad! (Plus having a newbie waitress train me is truly frustrating.) Then, I'm waiting to hear back from the church about a summer missions position that I applied for. I have such a passion for Cuban missions and that's why I want this job so badly. I'm just waiting for the phone call...

Anyway, that is my life for right now. It's full of cleaning and packing and exercising (being sick all winter kept me out of shape) and planning (for my friend's wedding) and learning (the restaurant job) and, most of all, waiting.

Lord, please give me the patience I need to get through the next couple weeks.

By the way, did I mention that I'm helping out with both the Fresh Festival and 30HFamine during the next few weekends? I wonder what He has in store for us on these two Saturdays?

This is going to be a very busy summer...

...but boy, am I looking forward to what God has in store!